Everlasing Obscurity

Bring me back into the world of twists and turns, seeing endless color,
hallucinations and illusion, taking me away into the place of excitement and purity. Maybe it was the drug, a high lasting so long. I could find my way inside of you. I could live inside the artwork, I could feel the creation of everything, I have seen it in the eyes, they were everywhere, looking at me, the real me.

I couldn't hear the sounds for so long, I couldn't taste the food, the scent made me miserable and the illusion made me feel empty, after feeling this, nothing has come close to the amazement I felt, I can feel rain pouring on me. my hair Soaking wet. I don't want to respond to this nothingness, there is empty space and rejection from another.

I don't try anymore with them, I found myself in a different world,
existing in a place of organic essence, the night was the same, wondering how i might come in contact with this new way of life.

Climb above the Quick moving eyes of humanity

This life is the eye that watched before coming into place.

Standing at great eminence looking over it all, standing at a peak, above the trees that block my vision, beyond the clouds of judgment that confuse my mind.

I see only all the truth of life, and in that calm realization of truth I am at peace, I am okay with it all.

I turn my affection inward and outward at the same time, penetrating the same source, having no part in humanity, but still living life apart of everything.

Having no painful memories of human emotion, only living deep inside of the imagination and abstraction, being part of the whole, knowing every possibility exists within this moment.

In the world above the eyes, I have found my salvation.

random insight: Science and mathematics Run parallel to reality, they symbolize it, they squint at it, They never touch it -RobinsonJeffers